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Virginia C. / Gigi

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Murky Clouds by zelfyr, literature

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Murky Clouds

Murky Clouds ~Only Time Will Tell~ I watch the murky clouds swirl above my head. Sensing icy air whipping around my legs. The coldness is waiting to take control of my entire being. Night skies are creeping over me, bringing darkness. It seems to be engulfing me, surrounding me with a penetrating chill. As the frigid cold forces itself into me; I am no longer able to remember being warm. Not even a trickle of warmth is to be found. I feel lonely and alone. Is my mind deceiving me? The dark is becoming part of me. Or rather... I am becoming a part of it. I can only grasp the encompassing emptiness. A sensation of complete doom. Am I bein

primal3- by zelfyr, literature

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primal3-

primal thoughts 3... my love for the evening shadows bring me out into the dark night. i tread softly into the black realms of mystery. things of the night prickle my sensitive flesh, things that were hidden from the light of day. upon hearing the fluttering movement of feathered wings; i pull deeper into the evenings embrace. it calms my fears and causes a smile to play on mine lips my body and mind are not in control of the beloved dark winged one. he resides ever deep within me. his body emerges with mine. within a single breath i do smell; the crude pungent masculine odor that defines his imminent presence to me. i

primal2 by zelfyr, literature

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primal2

primal thoughts 2... as the moon\'s soft glow gently touches my upturned white face, past memories flood my mind. sadness moves away from me. i long for things much desired, but denied... tears begin welling up in mine eyes causing my sight to become blurred. my footsteps blindly continue on, moving me into the canopy of trees my flesh perceives the sharing of time. i cannot see, but i sense the presence of the dark winged one. he is upon me, his cold granite-like touch chills me. it bores into my very inner being. he wishes to own my soul and to slowly devour all that is me and mine. this i willingly allow to occur, as

primal1- by zelfyr, literature

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primal1-

primal thoughts 1... my desire is to find solace in quiet dark surroundings. it overwhelms me. my every thought travels along a dark desolate path to this end. I need to feel totally alone, so i can think clearly. is it even a possibility for me to be me? i no longer own my life, it belongs to others, who do not care if i hurt. they saved me... for what? why? to use me as a pawn in their dealings with other lower forms of beings? i am not liking this, no, not liking this not even one small bit. i think it would be better if i were not here, than to be a payment in the unscruptulous dealings of those whom i no longer trust.

DarkWritingsEntry-GraveError by zelfyr, literature

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DarkWritingsEntry-GraveError

Grave Error Ahhh.... so soft and silky. My fingers feel the smooth fabric, its delicate texture is so sensual to the touch. It is so very quiet. I hear nothing, nothing at all. Strange, but kind of nice. There are no angry voices or cop cars with blaring sirens. No noisy kids running in the streets. The neighbors are not screaming at each other. No gun shots echoing off the house walls. Silence so complete it causes a slight ringing in my ears. What time is it? I can see nothing. The darkness is so totally complete. Are my eyes open? Do I smell wet soil? Where can I be? Am I in bed? Something is definately amiss. I need to ge

Image Burned from Within by zelfyr, literature

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Image Burned from Within

For this... is an intimate burned image... I live each day, hoping this day will be- The one I get to feel you embrace me. To have your strong loving arms to Encircle my body, and sense your desire. I feel your need arise from deep within, And I know you want me as I want you. Think of the dark forbidden pleasures, That we will deliver to one another. Oral bliss and blood lust are only A small fraction of the yearnings I feel. I am constantly having thoughts of you. Your features embedded in my mind- Do always bring forth a smile to my lips. My love for you, is so much a part of me; That to have it not, would create havoc. Yo

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Tears of Blood Glass by zelfyr, literature

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Tears of Blood Glass

Tears of Blood Glass~ Darkness hovers near mine eyes. Shadows are drifting by quietly. A slight breeze quivers the air, Marking their silent presence. They alone fill my emptiness. Tendrils of mist arise to meet My tear dampened sad face. Tenative fingers of a stranger Gently wipe the blood tears, As they make a path to my lips. He touches my blood to his Tongue and drinks it all in, As an unhurried grin appears. His alabaster face glows in the Evening moon light. He slowly Advances closer to embrace me. The sensation of his strong body Pressing ever so near mine is All consuming. His skin is chilled As Winter glass. My b

Is Too Complicated by zelfyr, literature

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Is Too Complicated

Life is too complicated~ As I am thinking all is good I find out; how wrong I am. Without an ounce of warning My world becomes tumultuous. A veil of sadness befalls me, Thrusting me into deep sorrow. I crash downward so quickly; Dizziness overcomes my brain. Grovelling in the darkness, I Have hopes of being rescued. Although I know in my heart No on will come to save me. My body becomes bloody from Crawling on the rough terrain. Knowing no one will help me; Causes my heart too much pain. As tears flood down my face, Blinding my eyes, I suffer silently. I crave to hear a gentle voice Whispering softly into my ear. Telling

Time Passes so Slow by zelfyr, literature

GreyGauze by zelfyr, literature

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GreyGauze

Gray Gauze Swirling grey gauze drifts across my body Mist appears close to my lower extremities Creeping upward to my neck, then to my face Dampness slowly seeps into my inner being! Causing icy cold fingers to touch my heart Wrapping tendrils of sadness onto my soul~ Emptiness overcomes, sadness prevails, casting me into shadows!

Riding The Iron Horse by zelfyr, literature

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Riding The Iron Horse

Riding The Iron Horse~ Dark has come Soon it will be the riding time. Silent for now, The Iron Horse awaits patiently. Standing quietly In the cool moon lit evening. So he does rest Along side many just like him. Momentarily quiet But hoping to be riden wildly. He wants to feel The rider and his lady on him. They bring along A feeling of total abandonment. He sees them They are moving towards him. Both smell good With the scent of black leather. The rider gets on Now the lady slides on behind. Power surges into Then through Iron Horse's body. And they are off Racing wildly with the pack. Wind in their faces The r

Twists and Turns by zelfyr, literature

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Twists and Turns

TWISTS and TURNS Out of all the twists and turns our lives have taken, and of all the chances we may have missed, it seems that we were given one more magical moment, to find and become aware of each other. If I ever get to meet you, I know I will be in the presence of someone who makes this life more complete. I feel like you are my soul mate, and I want you to know that my world is validated and reassured by you. My todays and my few tomorrows need to have you near. So many of my smiles depend on you and your love, and my heart is so thankful that you are willing to be here. I wish that we could be one with each other.....

Silent Sadness by zelfyr, literature

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Silent Sadness

SILENT SADNESS~ Sadness creeps upon me like fog that flows silently into a valley. Slowly but surely covering all surfaces exposed. It is akin to tears encompassing all parts of me with dampness. I feel submerged into a sea of deep dark sorrow. It seems to be surrounding me with hidden and silent sadness Virginia C. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HeldAccountable People are not held accountable for the heartache and stress they cause others. For this selfish behavior there is a dark drop of sadness laid upon their being. If the negative

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A Song of Night by marduk, literature

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A Song of Night

A Song of Night the hammer of the night drives the eye of the sky down, down, down down below the mountains I respond to the subtle ripple to the subtle impact turning my ear to the whispering north wind as it sweeps off the jilted crystal surface of the deathly cold river the pimples of chill rise up on my ghostly skin but I do not pull on my coat my wings are spread out wide my arms stretched to welcome the blanket of darkness every sound is an echo of some forgotten past or some uncertain fate I know their eyes are on me but I, and the rocks, and dirt we do not care we are singing in the choir our hearts, our spirits

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Cloaked Thoughts by zelfyr, literature

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Cloaked Thoughts

~ Thoughts of You ~ Darkness swirls the soft glowing moonlight. Slowly mine eyes adjust to the dimness, I feel the presence of another Dark being. One such as I, who needs the obscure night. For hiding is above the essential need. My skin prickles with the sensation of excitment. Suddenly my mind becomes aware of you, I perceive your denseness in the shadows. Black tunnels inside my body awaken, Unending pain overtakes my inner being. Liquid rage flows quickly through my veins, Passing into the very depths of my soul. It is difficult to maintain an upright position. I am slowly pulled downward to the ground, Sinking into

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Current Residence: Philly
Personal Quote: We are each of us angels with only one wing... And we can only fly by embracing each other.

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Nov 21, 2004

it makes me sad...

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i cannot get to my dA page every day because of my busy schedule and it makes me sad that i cannot thank those who have taken the time out to visit my page or make a comment on something i have said.  i wish that the 'powers to be' would make my 'recently visited' list; to be more inclusive.   if for some reason i have not thanked someone or missed your visit... please forgive me.  if i had been aware, i would have definately forwarded my gratitiude; for your taking the time. many:hug:s and :heart: to all... Gigi

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zelfyr

Nov 16, 2004

Devious Journal Entry

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i just heard some of the most beautifully sexy music i have ever heard. i love to dance and these songs were perfect for sexy body movements. i just had to get up and dance to them, they speak to the soul. if you need to feel good; try listening to these songs~ 'Lifetime Loving You', Marc Anthony & Tina Arena 'Could I have this Kiss Forever', Witney Houston & Enrique Igles 'When I Dream at Night', Marc Anthony let me know what you think. :hug:s and :heart: to you... Gigi

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Nov 10, 2004

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it is finally good to have a few spare moments to myself.  i had to go stay with my brother in October because he was taken ill with CHF and he wanted me to help nurse him back to better health.  i guess i should be glad i had graduated Massage school in June, so i could actually go there and be of help to him.  and of course being a Massage Therapist gives me the freedom to make my own schedule where work is concerned.   so, now that i am home and kind of back on track with my life; i thought i would check out the dA site.  i am so glad to be back.  it feels like coming home.  there is so much talent here that it makes my heart happy.   bi

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Hey, love ya!

hi Gigi! do you remember me? Ron Rael? You sent me a little package once? I still have them! I love you Gigi. If your ever in albuquerque look me up ok? write to me at: Rorael@salud.unm.edu

twisted-genius

Jan 10, 2008

I know it has been soooo long. And I hope You remember me. just wanted to say hi. I'm a mother now. And I'm married to that guy that i ran away with, but we're sepperated. anyways if you can message me back, I would love to hear from you.